A quick post as i struggle through the witching hour

I'm not well, my body is playing up. My liver is crashing and I feel like I'm battling it alone with just my soul mate and my kids in my life.

Yesterday i had a huge fight in hospital just to get some pain relief. It dragged me straight back to my suicide attempt. I guess maybe my liver cant handle all the medicine its getting thrown at it. Good lesson for all you guys reading my blog.

LOOK AFTER YOUR BODY YOU ONLY HAVE THE ONE TREAT IT WELL

This is the song I'm listening to after putting my kids to bed. I will put up a Blog post later, but I felt like I needed to get this out.

How I'm feeling right now

Shan
xxxx